Farm Celebrity star Kerry Katona has revealed she felt “she didn’t deserve” to find love after her three marriages failed.
Kerry hopes to marry three-year-old boyfriend Ryan Mahoney in Las Vegas this summer.
However, she has exclusively shared with Entertainment Daily that she did not feel she “deserved” her “Happy Ever After”.
What did Kerry say to Katona about her wedding to Ryan?
Kerry, who stars on MTV’s Celebs On The Farm tonight (Feb. 8), previously announced that she was going to tie the knot in an intimate ceremony in Vegas.
She said to ED !: “I don’t have a wedding, I want a marriage. I don’t want a wedding, I don’t want any guests, I don’t want any [magazine] shoot.
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“We just want to get on a plane and fly to Vegas – me, Ryan and the kids. I want a marriage, not the big wedding thing, ”she said.
Who was Kerry married to before?
Kerry’s first relationship was with Westlife singer Brian McFadden in 2002 – the couple share daughters Molly and Lilly-Sue.
After their split, Kerry married taxi driver Mark Croft in 2007. They are parents of the children Heidi and Max.
Kerry’s third husband was George Kay. They married in 2014 and had a daughter, Dylan-Jorge. They separated in 2015 and he died in 2019.
Usually after three years I’m engaged, married, pregnant, and divorced, and just got engaged. So this time I’ll do something different.
Has Kerry finally made her happy with Ryan?
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“I have mine, and I’m pretty old-fashioned about that – I believe in love, I believe in marriage, I believe in all of that.
“Usually after three years, that’s how long I’ve been with Ryan now, engaged, married, pregnant, divorced and just got engaged. So this time I’ll do something different, ”she said.
Farm Celebrities Star Kerry Launches Dating App
Kerry and Ryan are preparing to launch their own dating app this year after meeting on one.
She stated that they decided to start it to help those who, like Kerry, felt they didn’t deserve to be loved.
“To me, I felt like I didn’t deserve to be in a relationship after having so many failed marriages.
“I felt like I had to be alone and it was a long time before I learned to love myself and realize that it doesn’t matter if I am divorced, married, divorced or married and now actually I am a widow – everyone deserves happiness forever. Everyone deserves to be loved. “
She added, “As a child, I didn’t think, oh, when I grow up, I’ll get married three times, I’ll have five children with three different men, that’s my dream. It’s just how life works sometimes.
“There are so many people out there who actually believe that they don’t deserve to be this happy. That’s why we’re about to launch our dating app called Marnii. The slogan is: “Everyone deserves a happy life afterwards”. . ”
So are we going to hear the pitter patter of Katona Mahoney feet?
So now that she is happy, shall we see Ryan and Kerry add to their brood and the former singer have more children?
“No, no, no, I don’t want any more children,” she said.
“I have an orphanage here.”
Kerry also said that attending Celebs On The Farm is a lot easier than living at home with the Katona brood!
“I think when you have five kids it’s actually easier to live on a farm with lots of animals,” she quipped.
From farm celebs to Emmerdale for Kerry?
Celebrities on the farm sure impressed Kerry.
After appearing on the show, she told us that she is now interested in buying her own house – and she wants it to have land.
“This year my goal is to buy my own house now,” she said.
“I’ve rented for the past 13 years and am now able to buy my own home. That’s my goal this year.
“I definitely want something with land where I can have sheep, goats, more dogs, a calf …
“I don’t want a working farm, but it was so uplifting to be outside. The fresh air and the animals are so therapeutic. It’s unconditional love that they rely on you for.
“I learned that about myself and I definitely want land.”
Looking ahead to next year, Kerry might have a role in a particular Yorkshire soap because of her love of the land and her experience on the farm …
What does Kerry think she could join the cast of Emmerdale after seeing life on the farm?
“Oh definitely, ee ba gum love,” she confirmed.
“I could work as a farmer and be in Emmerdale, no problem,” said Kerry.
When she thought about it a little longer, she concluded: “You never know, you never know.”
Celebs On The Farm is brand new to MTV and premieres tonight (February 8th) at 9 p.m.
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